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And so, the verdict is out…Grandmother is basically disappointed that the family nucleus has broken down. But I’m glad that the best possible resolution was made. Now to trust in the LORD for His provision and guidance = )

Apparently something happened over at mum’s side of the family and we don’t know what’s going on at the moment. 小姨 was overly emotional and couldn’t compose herself to talk over the phone and she could just utter, “Come down now!”

So Mum and Dad should be at their house at this moment…no news yet. Please pray for me and I thank you in advance for your prayers.

I can’t help but feel a sense of disappointment over the fact when the person told me that they don’t have an intake for IB Theatre Arts this year. How sad but yet pragmatic of Singaporeans…

I know that they are sincere but at the same time, they have to be frank with me that I should not have high hopes to be teaching the subject that I love so dearly. I appreciate that, really! And I’m even more touched by him asking if I was alright with teaching mathematics instead.

I was tempted and indeed I was…I mean it’s a good school and remuneration could be potentially high but I refused. I know God led me to drama for a purpose and settling for mathematics only would mean that it was a total waste of time of me doing drama.

Well, when He closes a door, another one would open up, somewhere somehow = )

I just realised that I have so little influence over this person…I’ve done what I could and I regret that I haven’t pressed in to this person when I was given the opportunies.

God, I’ve done what I could. Come and accomplish what I cannot…

There are seasons in life where I doubt myself and I usually emerge from it after a while.

Once again, I ask myself, “Do I make a good leader?”

Is it just my connect group or is it the same everywhere? While I thank God that my brethren are willing to share their problems with me, I find it extremely lonely to be in this position of leadership at times. I have to honour my promise that I will not share with other members of the cell group (not even my cell leader). So who can I share it to? It can be very suffocating when everyone tells you that…

Is there only God who will and can listen to what I have to say?